Grad School Angst

I’ve decided I want to go to the big “J-School” and get my masters in journalism. I’ve been researching schools, reading books on how to get in and get what I want out of the experience, and started studying for the GRE. As I research, however, it seems like I won’t be able to get into the bad-ass programs I want to get into without having some professional experience and two or three articles aren’t going to cut it. We’re talking the INTERNSHIP.

Since I want to write long form, cultural/international articles for magazines, it would be best to intern with a magazine. The problem is, there aren’t many magazines in Austin and the few that do exist have the sort of competition for their limited internships that I am facing in the grad school arena. Even the Chronicle claims to get hundreds of intern applications for their unpaid internships — how bad is it at Texas Monthly?

I am feeling Behind in a big way. I want to go to school next fall but maybe I should wait and use an extra year to prepare and get more articles under my belt (and hopefully the sought-after internship). But I have a fire in my pants and want to go to school and kick some journalistic ass now! Meanwhile, I must feed myself.

Trauma.